Yesterday, late in the afternoon after two demanding rehearsals, John Sant’Ambrogio was seated in the foyer getting in a little more practice for this weekend’s concerts. John putting in extra time with his cello – in the morning before rehearsal, at lunch break, after rehearsal -- somewhere around the hall is not an uncommon sight. When I saw him yesterday, I remembered my first days working here and coming upon John deep into his self-imposed regimen. That was when I still had a certain awestruck fascination seeing one of the players at work. Especially a musician as gifted as John, who, for so long seated at the front of the orchestra, silver-haired and agelessly handsome, has been an integral part of the identity of the SLSO. I remember I sort of tripped over my feet, uttered an “excuse me,” and John, keeping his concentration, said “hi, hi, hi” to the stumbling fool.
Then I remembered another time, a number of years ago, when I was visiting the hall in my capacity as a journalist. I was waiting for my appointment near the Green Room, when I heard a cello interrupted by colorful and vehement profanity. It was John, furious with his repeated imperfections as he practiced an unforgiving passage of music. At that moment I had a glimpse into the difficulty, the anxiety, the monstrous frustration a musician has at maintaining and excelling at his craft.
Principal Cello of the SLSO since 1968, John retires at the end of this season with his final performances this weekend. The audience has seen and heard a player of great elegance and charm – all constructed out of those trying hours alone wrestling with the demons of imperfection. He’s battled them admirably.

